2:36 a.m. Wednesday.
Ahh, again my internal clock blinks and blinks.
In this morning time with God I turn to my chapter in the bible, I call my "life" song.
Jeremiah.
Jeremiah is about a prophet with an uncommon quality. Here is what my bible says,
"Endurance is not a common quality. Many people lack the long-term committment, caring and willingness that are vital with sticking to a task against considerable odds. But, Jeremiah was a prophet that ENDURED."
I first turned to Jeremiah 2:36: In this verse God talks not against working alliances or partnerships, but his desire for us to TRUST HIM alone for help. This brings my thoughts and prayers this morning to my cousin, Betsy. I heard she is not feeling well again, and with the ever present threat of her Lupas returning my heart is crying for our amazing Lord Jesus to protect her from becoming seriously ill again. As a mom of two young children, I can't imagine what she must go through every time she feels ill again. I am sure there is not fear, knowing Betsy and Ryan's faith....but I can't wonder if there is always that look at your life and if like me, the question I faced for the first time 2 weeks ago, I know Jesus is enough to sustain me and sitting at his right hand would be an honor, but do I love him ENOUGH to say goodbye to my earthly life and my earthly relationships. As a mom, I really struggle with this thought and the idea of Anna and William alone without their mommy.
The whole reason I turn to Jeremiah tonight is because I want you all to pray for Betsy. Please Jesus, allow her to continue under your watch and ENDURE against all odds. During the past 18-20 months, my life verse has been one that I have repeated pretty much daily. And, tonight I am going to spend the rest of my time with Jesus praying for Betsy. I'd ask you to do the same.
Jeremiah: 29:11-14.
"For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come to me and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seeek and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you and bring you back from captivity."
Blessings.
Love, Claudine
As I reflect on Claudine's message this morning, I am reminded of a prayer that is timeless and was pointed to a song on YouTube.......http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugelQmDerfoPrayer of Saint Francis of Assisi
Lord, make me an instrument of your peace.
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury,pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
and where there is sadness, joy.
O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek
to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand;
to be loved as to love.
For it is in giving that we receive;
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. Amen